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I Am

I will hide the lies that you regret
Hold my tongue and cut it from my mouth
Lost the need to hold you in my debt
Forget forgiveness, you're free to fly now

And the saddest of these
Is what might have been
All apologies
Fall on ears of tin

I will find the truth that you refuse
Burn the bridge and dam the river rush
Won the only war I had to lose
Deafened by my heart's hollow hush

And the saddest of these
Is what might have been
All my enemies
Come from friends within

In my darkest dreams, I hear no sound (You breathe for me)
It always seems I'm sinking down (Drowning, I’m free)
The water swirls down my throat
How long have I been wandering blind (Not worth a damn)
I wanted to believe your lies and now (Not who I am)
I do


from Thermidorian Reaction, track released December 26, 2016
Written and arranged by Nathan and Ginnifer Brown (C) (P) 2016

Ginnifer Brown: Lead vocals
Nathan Brown: Vocals, guitars, programming
Brian Andrew Marek: Sonic spectrum consultant

Recorded, mixed, and mastered at Brown and Serve Recording, Saint Louis, MO
​Ultrabrown Records
Produced by Nathan and Ginnifer Brown, with help from Craig England, Tam England, and Gig Thurmond

Artwork from Orestes Pursued by the Furies by William-Adolphe Bouguereau, 1825 - 1905



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